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In the mood for a change of font, thanks for going along for the ride. : ) Many things have changed this week by not changing. There was going to be a change- and then it was reprieved. However, I feel a little changed.

For the last 4 days we've been hosting a possible "kitty hospice". The cat ( not my cat) is in the patient/laundry room. He's a thin kitty, kitty, kitty. Perhaps he's turned a corner, we'll see.

I need to start some seeds indoors. I bought a ton. There is rarely so much display of blatant optimisim as when people (me) buy seeds. It's a hope for the future that's very alluring. There's a whole dream in seeds. I will grow this food, and then I will freeze it, and then I will feed it to my family and we will all be healthy and fit and well..kind of dream. The whiff of 'we will work together to plant and harvest and the kids will learn life lessons' or some such "after school special". I could feast on seeds.

I am so tired I almost fell asleep in front of the computer while I tried to think of the next thing to say. When do you think a "reason" morphs into an "excuse"? I could say I nearly went to sleep because of this or that. Blah, blah, blah zzz,zzz,zzz.